I Need Raymond

I need Raymond.

I need him here to talk me through a situation.

I need him here to keep me from going off the deep end.

No one else can help me right now.

I'm surrounded by wonderful friends that are more than willing to listen and help, but they really cannot possibly understand.

I cannot say this at home. It would upset the boys. I can only say it here and in my head.

I need Raymond.