Bouncing Back and Forth

I keep bouncing back and forth as to whether or not I want to start dating.

My main issue with the idea is that I have no idea where to go to meet a man other than internet dating and that costs money.

I guess I could go to a bigger church, but I don't like big churches

Bars are out.

My hobbies do not necessarily attract men.

I do not want to go back to night classes.

The list just goes on and on and it all boils down to the fact that I am not interested in working at meeting men. So I guess that means I will not date.

However, I miss talking to a man, going on hikes with a man and sitting next to a man in a movie theater.