Goodbye 2012. I can't say you are sorry to see you go.
Other than the two wonderful trips I took, my friends, family, and my two fantastic boys, 2012 was emotionally rough on me.
The past came roaring back on New Year's Eve, 2011 and just kept coming. It made me face a lot of old stuff and brought up so much hurt, love, and confusion that I thought I had dealt with 35 years ago.
I would like to say that I had dealt with all of it and none of it would be following me into 2013, but that would be a lie. All I can hope is that I will learn to accept what happened and learn to live with the regrets, because the one thing I learned in 2012 is that the regrets are there and I cannot make them go away.
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