The showering of love did help me get through the day better than usual, but when someone asked me if it ever gets better I had to honestly answer "Not for me."
There is just too much I want to share with Raymond on a daily basis. I want to show him my quilts. I need to discuss issues with the boys. I would like his advice when someone has hurt me.
I know that many people cannot understand that connection we had, but it was very special. He was special. Raymond was very interesting and intelligent and that helped me stay sharp. Raymond loved me as I am, which is not easy.
I miss him.
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I'm interested in getting a mobia, and because it's so new there's not a lot of info out there. You had a comment in December that you purchased one ... still love it?
I do like it. Gives you a good workout by just walking. I haven't been able to do more than 10 minutes at a time before my heart feels like it is going to explode out of my chest, but I am not in the best shape. I usually get on it several times a day for short periods of time. I had to take a couple of weeks off when I was sick, so I had to start building up my tolerance again.
I like it a lot more than my old treadmill.
The only thing I wish it had was a bar across the front to hold. It has rails on the side, but I would prefer to hold in the front.
The company has been great about answering questions and they sent me a replacement wheel immediately when the first one was broken by the installer.
I am glad I made the purchase.
Thank you very much for the info. Glad you're feeling better. I hurt my foot three years ago which took a whole year to heal in which I packed on 30lbs, then my grandma who raised me passed away so I ate for comfort and gained another 20lbs from depression- going from a size 10/12 to a 18/20 :( So wish me luck :) I'm super excited to get back into shape before I turn 30 in 6 months.
I hope you have great success. You might want to look to see if there is a TOPS group in your area. www.tops.org Support is always great when you are trying to lose weight.
I certainly understand the life stress that led to your gains.
Let me know how you do.
I care.
Mama - you are so very easy to love. I know that you miss R; you always will because he was your special love. Love like that doesn't come to many people. Remember that you are loved!! xoxo
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